so i have a lot to put on here cause i haven't in a while and a lot happened john: i broke up with john last friday. i was gonna do it after the holidays but he found out and was being a jerk way b4 then. so i was like wtf i can't take it anymore! now he's "venting" says russell and i'm like wtf i'm not that hard to get over jesus christ. so he doesn't wanna still be friends and now he's writing a hate song about me. hahha i think that's hilarious lol big fat: well she surprised me by coming over my house christmas eve. she got me this stuffed animal thing that dances and sings ice ice baby, haha, and then she got me a tamborine. i was sooo smiley about that. way to complete my hippie collection. my mom was like oh great lol russell: russell changed a lot. in a good way he's much nicer i think he's trying to suck up to me because he's dating my best friend and he knows i hate him... well anyways he's being really nice and i'm like hmmm. idk if it's just for the holidays or what idk. but now i'm on the fence of not liking him and hating him. it's a working progress. kellie: is an awesome friend. she's the one i go to when i'm having troubles with the bf's. she's always like dump em. lol like she's always your too good for them and that makes me smile. but breaking up with people is hard it's really awkward and i just hate it! she's a good friend. for christmas she got me this awesome book. i'm already on chapter eight and for me that's an accomplishment! if i don't like a book by the first chapter it takes me like a year to read it. lol but i like this one it's going as fast as tuesdays with morrie. that was a good one christmas: christmas was really good this year. i think i had more christmas spirit. the christmas eve mass was really good so idk it helped i guess you could say. my favorite things that i got from "santa" are my ihome and i got these notebooks with my name on them and inside it's blank sheet music! so now i don't have to write it all funky on regular notebook paper huh kellie? lol from my dad my favorite thing is my new shoes. they're chucks. now usually i'm a vans person but these are really cute! i love them oh ya also from "santa" i got skinny jeans  . from my aunt stacey i got an ac moore gift card! uncle tony, i get to go to a cinderella play at that theater in philly with all the girl cousins and stuff in the family (NO BOYS ALLOWED) lol from aunt diana i got get ready brace yourself a matching necklace and bracelet from Tiffany & Co. i was like wow having a good vacation i was a little sick yesterday the whole shakey dizzy and barfing thing. but i seem to be fine today. a little lightheaded but that's it. a work out should fix that (i actually don't think it would help but i really wanna go) peace and love hilary | 
